Ashlynn-Black

I walk this path that keeps my sanity from becoming death. Most of these years that have passed are nothing more than a blur of bad thoughts. I lay down, hoping the world will end when it chooses. Then I slowly drift into darkness, and open my eyes to try and contain my fear. The only thing that keeps me from going mad is now nothing more than a silhouette the darkness. The never-ending tunnel I now follow, constantly repeats itself. I now struggle as I run through this tunnel… yet something holds me back. I looked behind me to see a faint glimmer of a light toward the other end beside me. I didn't understand. The life I had, had shown my n

I close my eyes and fade away, Into the darkest sky. My life is fading, my dreams  are failing, And I can't stop asking why. So many years have passed, Since that cold and lonely day. Yet still inside your arms I fall, These words I'd whisper when I pray: "Please, God, send him back to me. Just once, just like before. Just a minute, an hours time. Just once again let me explore. I need him once again, my Lord, I have more love to send. Why did you take him away from me? Please Lord… send him back; Amen." I remember the night that you left me, I remember the day when you died. I'll never forget that secret, dark day. Or that

The rhythmic sounds of hearts that fall, A single tear of those, to all. I'm lost within enrapturing eyes, That held me close, only to call. I'm singing days of sadness, Crystal tears of loneliness; I seep within the path of dark, And hark amongst the emptiness. Along the path I walk alone, Until a light begins to fade. The only hope I came to know, Had slowly burned away. You've slipped between my fingertips, Like the gentleness of sand. The waves lapping against my ankles; Please, just take my hand. The hole that lies within my heart, Cannot be healed by time. You're the only thing that lets me breath,

I look heavenward, To the star-sparkled sky. I wondered when I'd get my chance, To spread my wings and fly. Sometimes I wonder why I'm here, And stuck upon this Earth. Sometimes I wonder why I live; I feel as if I'm cursed. Someday I'll find out where I'll be, Or what I will become. I just hope that I find out soon, Before my life is done. I lower my head, But then stand up proud. Because now I know my place, Among this scattered crowd. I will become what I become, And be what I can be. I opened up that path of mine, And now I truly see. I see my path, I know it well. But who knows what the future holds, Or what it cann

Have you ever had that feeling, When things just don't seem right? Like the world has turned its back on you, And nothing seems alright? Well, you could say I was that girl, Who cried herself asleep. Who's life was just a broken promise, And people laughed and watched her weep. Now those days seem far away, Like a shadow in the past. I wish I knew what I know now, So my tears then wouldn't last. I remember locking myself inside, And I cried for many hours. I remember crying 'till it hurt, As if my tears fell down like showers. I remember the day that I saw him, It was like it was a dream. I knew that he was different, He wa

Just tell me once you'll be with me, Just tell me once its fine. It's hard to see that we're in love, And that you are really mine. You always say you love me, And I always say it back. Yet there is a void inside my heart, My soul having one huge gap. Although your voice is soothing, Your words are not enough. I need to feel you in my arms, For this distance is too tough. Sometimes at night I lay, Wishing you were there beside me. Though it is impossible, But your all I long to see. Staring out the window, Your name forms in the sky. I close my eyes and see your face, And I want to scream and cry. Wandering thoughts fly th